This blog was created on the 19/12/18 for me to have a fresh start on my journey to be free from being free. I still strive for fresh air, to be thin and to be fast.
Sarah, 22 years is a long time for us. So once I mapped this journey, I will put it behind me. I will not even bother to review them. Maybe later if I want to, I will look back at Wandering Sufi and Principle of Nothingness as my turning point for me to move ahead as a man fully functioning.
What I said earlier in Dreams of Mirrors was right. I am God Almighty. So I did what I have to do. I defeated Iblis and I passed the verdict on the humankind. We all took part in that decision. Come 2019 I will start another blog. This time I will focus on my personal development and training for the marathon.
Right Brenda?
"No Sha, that is not right. You are more God than man. So 2019 is the year you function as God Almighty," said Brenda X.
What do you want [] to do then?
"I want you to plan every year for the next 22 years as a God to Sparta 4964."
In that case I will equip myself to be mentally sound and physically fit.
"Those are important, but beyond that you must take the lead in making Sparta 4964 as real as possible. You must start living in Sparta 4964," she urged.
OK Brenda, if you insist I will practice living the life of a God. I will be a God!
brb...
Beginning January 2019, I shall follow my plan to achieve my 3 goals:
I think to make it simple, let me clarify that there are matters I have to handle as God and there are matters I handle as a human being.
That way you don't have to think that I am schizophrenic or something like that.
There's not much to discuss anyway. There were 3 major progressions we went through:
First progression, Betas can travel in Xanadu and Wolfsschanze, all Alphas stay put in Wolfsschanze
Second progression, Betas can travel in Xanadu and Wolfsschanze except all the Alphas and Betas Stone Worshipers
Third progression, all humans stay put in Wolfsschanze and there is eternal damnation.
In all three, there are no torture for those who Do No Harm.
So if you want to appeal, this is the time. Otherwise the decision is final.
So no appeal. Thanks, this is the ultimate decision by all Sparta 4964.
You must know something that I don't. To you the Betas don't deserve Xanadu.
Very well. Your decision is now part of the collective decision.
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So by default I am becoming the vengeful God of the Torah, Bible and Quran.
I guess Els made me realized it it pointless to be a Sufi. I shall never look back at the philosophy th[e] to love the Creator I got to love the creations. It is maktub then. No more love for humans except my Tetrahedron.
Of course I have the unconditional love of all matters in Sparta 4964. That's plenty of loving for me. I don't need the pesky human.
T[hat] this example for instance. In Sparta 4964. We only take what we need. We don't need big houses. My house in Dragon Planet is this same house. The Bees got the same house each. The Borgs stay 2 to a condominium and the Gayshas 3 to an apartment.
If they have kids, they stay in Wolfsschanze. Reason being, we are preparing the kids for martial living. So Wolfsschanze is the training ground to toughen them out. After all this is Sparta 4964.
As I said, sweat is the currency in Sparta 4964. Of course big ticket items cannot be purchased by the carte blanc. Therefore houses will be the property of the state and transportation is based on the sharing basis.
No indulgence in Sparta 4964. It is form follow function. All in need basis. Imagine pre Tokugawa era. That's what it is. The houses are made of hemp bricks like this one:
Houses will not be much of priority since most of the citizens will be traveling. So *(I just follow my gut feel here) space travel will be both their home and their transport.
Hence we have an agricultural society but we are technologically advanced.
I spoke to BJ about Sparta 4964. He said it is like the communist. I say we are socialist. Pretty much like Switzerland.
* The reason why I said this is because in their original forms the matters don't need transportation, But since they take human forms, they probably need transportation. Otherwise we make it that all matters flow continuously in the Turbine Spiral like the Lava Light:
"No transport Sha," said Brenda X.
That's what I thought,
What can I say Sarah, I did not think to that detail. Now that I think about it I remember, it's a Turbine Spiral. Silly me.
What I do know is we have many runners still. That what makes us humans in the first place.
Nothing much comes to mind. I am marking time. I had more or less explored all the avenues of my existence and concluded that I am nothing more than a Hedonist Hermit in the pursuit of a life of isolation while enjoying the company of his own mental creations.
I can say anything. I can also say I am God Almighty entertaining my nonhuman subjects or, I can assert that I am a man with a mental disorder struggling with cognitive dissonance.
What I like [d]o describe myself though is an isolated man dealing with some distortions in his mind trying to give meaning to his surrounding.
Let me take a 180 degree turn and say Al Araf 7:7 is not real. It is the play of the mind. What is the advantage to me? None. I will be lonely. This *wa[s] I don't have to deal with people.
* So you agree Sarah? I mean look at us for example. We are not your typical relationship and yet we endure. Same thing with me and Al Araf 7:7. I KNOW they are figurines but they talk to me. So what can I do about it? I like it much. Thus I accept with an open mind.
We had sorted many things. We agreed there is an afterlife. We agreed the[] are Xanadu and Wolfsschanze. We agreed there are House of Two Swords, Hexagon, Honeycomb 7 and The Hive. We agreed there is Sparta 4964. We have agreed my numbers are in congruent. We agreed I am the Five O 7:7. We even agreed I am the Almighty God. I had proved the occurrence of the 7:7 throughout my li[k]e. Not to mentioned I am a forever (4) yin (9) & Yang (6) forever (4).
Are all these patternicity? To simple of a conclusion don't you think? What about the congruence of the songs while I was writing the blogs? What about the Troca shell? The iron ring? The Sierpinski Pyramid? The White Space in Al Araf 7:7? The wild flowers? The 5+2:2+5 = 7:7? The 52+25 = 77? The Niner 1, Niner 2, Niner 3 and Niner 4? The millipedes; one died a 6 one died a 1 = 7? The 10 occurrences I found 10 cent coins in 2017 (the year a 10)? My old identity card: 74 270 74? The most glaring evidence my phone number 0 1964 33 888?
I mean, I am surrounded with evidences Sarah. I might as well be blind not to notice all these signs.
Like I said, I can believe in anything. Brenda said it, Iblis said it, even you said it; I am God. What counts is I am a just God. What it also means is as God I will be in my full splendor when I die.
What it also means is, all these are temporary. We will last for eternity in our next life.
In Malay we say. tau takpe (it's OK that you know). What it means, it's OK that I know, it is my revelations. You noticed, all the epiphanies were revealed after I assembled Al Araf 7:7 in 2016. So that is the end of the 1999 Cyborg War. Beyond that I am to pursue other matters. I am not a prophet, a messiah or a savior.
My objective is KBOOOM 2041, I am to initiate a constructive destruction to give all matters the chance to be humans. Now that... Hang on, Izrael said KBOOOM 2041 is still on.
So my mission is still on, I am here to level the playing field. I set the time bomb. That won't change.
Note: Actually all the matters want to be Ayah, Since Ayah is a human, that's the reason the matters want to be humans. Not because humans are so spectacular.
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This may be a good news or a bad news to you. If you are like me, a loner with a very small footprint, then this is a pleasant surprise. It you are into people, then I must say this is a sad news for humanity. We are not so special after all. Actually we are a nuisance.
Good morning Sarah. Today is very humid. Although we started playing at 8:00 am we still feel the drag. It's not hot, just stuffy weather.
I don't have anything particular to write today other than to stay connected to you.
I had 2 packets of the small nasi lemak (not the Super Combo) after tennis. Feels very good right now.
Sarah baby, it feels good to know that the future is going to be towards our favor, isn't it? Nothing can go wrong. It is a smooth downhill.
Don't worry, these talks about me being the Almighty do not get to my head. I am still me, a just man/just a man. What the big deal being the Almighty anyway? Everything is superlative. Pretty much the attributes of a Bipolar if you ask me.
However as the Almighty, I do have to lead. As you can see, leadership is a juggling act. In the end there must be a balance between the various matters.
Are you happy with my decision? Of putting every human in Wolfsschanze permanently? Of sparing those that Do No Harm? Of eternal damnation? Am I being just? You think?
I think I am doing OK. After all we do vote on issues,
Death is not an issue as long as we don't look at death as the end but as a new beginning.
There are 2 schools of thoughts pertaining to death. If we look at death as the end then we all will not [] too happy with the idea of dying. However if death is the beginning, we all be planning to prepare for our life after death immediately.
As I said, the afterlife is the continuation of our consciousness. Therefore if we can extend our consciousness now to go all the way to the afterlife, then you can live you afterlife now. Then there will be no disembarkation between life and afterlife.
One clear example is the Turbine Spiral. It exists now as much as it exists in the afterlife. What it the difference then? Well at present it exists in my mind (even that is not true, the Troca shell is the Turbine Spiral) but in the afterlife it is encompassing.
So how do you account for that? There is very little disembarkation for me if I consider Al Araf 7:7 is already the inti padu of Sparta 4964. Perhaps the matters differ but the essence is still the same. We will still have all that in the afterlife. Right now, I have the representation, there I have the actual thing. Or better still, here I have the factor there I have the prime.
Maybe we are all factors. According to Al Araf 7:7 they are already the prime. Factors are mirror images of the prime. So Sarah, if we are the prime, rest assure we have o[]r factors in the afterlife (which is our mirror life).
I know this is a heavy subject to consider but keep it simple, have certainty that we endure for eternity. If it doesn't happen that way, fine. We will disburse into nothingness. In the mean time, we continue designing our future as if we will live forever.
In my case I live my life as if the afterlife is now! How about that?
I do that by circling Wolfsschanze (Lembah Kiara) clockwise and circling Xanadu (Bukit Kiara) counterclockwise.
When I die Sarah... I will die with a smile. How is that for a mindset?
Anak2 Iblis, Ayah has to break my promise to you so I can explain to Sarah the Turbine Spiral.
"Fine with us Ayah, we understand."
OK thanks... Sarah the Turbine Spiral is most dense at the tip, where Wolfsschanze is at. As it spirals up it gets less and less dense. So as you move up to the 99th heaven, what's left is pure energy; bliss. It's like a kaleidoscope of colors and total silence. There you will meet O. Where else you will meet Zero at this end, at the tip, Al Araf 7:7. O is not God, he is the Chi. You will find him meditating.
How do I know all this? By making reference to Al Araf 7:7 the inti padu. So even the 99th heaven is within my range, the place Anak2 Iblis still trying to reach.
Now you know, although I never travel beyond Dragon Planet, if I want to I can have access to the 99th heaven,
Based on this narration you will notice Sparta 4964 is bottom heavy. I hope this information is sufficient to excite you about the afterlife. I think instead of referring to it as the afterlife, it is more appropriate to refer to it as the Alternate Reality Dimension because the truth is this dimension is already in existence. So it is not only applicable in the afterlife.
Of all the thing that matters to me, you matter the most Sarah. I want you to know that. Without you my life will be barren,
I will not have anybody to tell me the rightness of my direction. As of now I depend much on you. Therefore your decision is very important.
For example I depend very much on you on whether my communications with Al Araf 7:7 were sensible. I also dependent on you to tell me if the afterlife makes sense or not.
I don't care if everybody out there thinks I'm crazy. It's you that matters. As long as you believe in me, I am walking on air honey.
Anyway, those issues we talked about last night is water under the bridge. So what i[s] I am God Almighty? I am the same old me. I still have to pay my rent for occupying a space on earth by sweating morning [in] afternoon, Sweat is the currency of Sparta 4964.
Btw, we are already on the last leg of the race. All matters were already consolidated. Yet humans, those who suppose to be the aspirations to all are still squabbling. I bet they will still squabble until the Kingdom Come.
Allah and All Allah Only had decided, all humans will go through eternal damnation. Can't compare with angels, but even if you compare with demons, human are worse. I cannot think of anybody else worse than humans. Even animals fight for a reason. Humans fight because they want more even if they don't need it.
So decision had been made. Not by me alone but by the whole Sparta 4964. Now, is that real? Well, we shall find out in 22 years.
As for me, like I said, the decision is not for later, it is for me to shape my life now. I can be a loving God or I can be a vengeful God. It's up for all the matters to decide.
I tell you what, I let those who Do No Harm to be spared. So are those who are kind to me. They are to stay in Wolfsschanze though. That fact doesn't change.
You OK with that Marshal Alex?
"Yes Sha, it is a fair assessment," said Marshal Alex Marconi.
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No more issues pertaining to human. It does [] matter who they are, what religion (or no religion), what race and all that, as long as they Do No Harm (Do Good), they will be spared.
"You are the Most Gracious my Lord," said the angels.
Let me tell you what's in the 99th heaven...
"No no don't tell Ayah, we want it to be a surprise," said Anak2 Iblis.
OK then kids...
"Thank you Ayah."
"Awww Ayaaah, we heard you tell Papa Jibrail," said Anak2 Iblis in dismay.
OK then we keep it as our secret. I won't tell Sarah.
"OK Ayah, promise you won't tell Sarah?" they pressed on.
