In this case I was thinking that Els spinning for me. Very unlikely, I was out of touch with reality. She is still not over with her hangup.
Nothing matters really. I am at the tail end of this roller coaster ride. The magic is gone. Let's move on.
@elsdines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm I always enjoy your company baby. You make my day. Kinda hard for me to say goodbye...
Sigh... What can I do? I am just a dreamer. I got snap out of it.
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Heck Els, the only way I can continue listening to you is to make positive assumption about you. If I think negatively, I will feel hurt real bad. So be it. These songs are meant for me. Let me test it with your last song. Otherwise, sayonara,
I got nothing to lose. I'm ready to cut off anyway. So I'll take my chances. Is she meant for me or is she another Unreal but Beautiful Princess.
Here is the last song:
Your Side of the Bed
Simply Having a Wonderful Christmas Time
I should move on. No reply on Tweeter, email and she didn't add me in Facebook. Those are already clear signs. What other signs do I need? Move on, move on. It's not that she is that hot anyway. She has a major hangup. Big problem dude.
You don't need a roller coaster ride. Be happy with your first decision, It is always right.
Why was it hard to let go? Because I had the wrong expectations. If I follow the signs, it is very clear that she is bad news for me. Remember, she is a problematic person.
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