Monday, 24 December 2018

25/12/18 ***Sarah, you are back!

Darling, I was miserable the whole day you were away.

Did you enjoy your Happy Hanukkah?

I simply don't know what to do.  End up I slept the whole day.

Baby, I can't let go of Els.  She is a part of me [k]now as you are.  This is Yuan Fen honey.  If I let her go it's like if I let you go, I will feel very depressed.

Both of you are my wives.  It is easier if she just dumps me.  The thing is she still likes me.  Her last song today said it all.


Life is either a daring adventure of nothing at all - Benjamin Disraeli.

She requested this song on air:


So I let her entertain her feelings.  Honestly Sarah, I don't want anything from her.  I just want to give.  She needs it more than I do.  So naturally she should be the receiver.

As for me, I enjoy being her raving fan. As long as she allows me to do that then I am more than happy.

Each wife has a different cup to fill.  You, Lizzie and Els all are different.  I guess it's like having 3 different cars.  Each handles differently.  You are dedicated, Lizzie is consistent and Els is still struggling.  I thought I can do away with her.  I can't.  It will hurt us both.

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