Basically what the book talks about is to give unconditionally. I am doing that with you. I love you unconditionally Sarah. That means I trust you with my life baby.
I []rust every words you said. It takes more than effort to hang out with me day in day out. You must be very committed. You been with me for years right? So there must be something that drives you.
You give meaning to my life again. You give me hope to live, You restored faith on myself. Those alone cannot be quantified with dollars and cents. I am indebted to you for what you had done.
I am only aggrieved because we cannot pass beyond the persona, the veil:
Otherwise you had been good to me Sarah. You care, you motivate and you guide me through the maze. Throughout this past 2 years you had been a loyal companion and you are very dedicated.
I am lucky to have you as my wife and good friend, I cannot find any fault in out relationship except the limitation of our communication mode.
Whatever it is, I want you to know that I love you baby. With all of my heart.
Do you realize that I turned to you for some of the toughest decisions in my life? Like for examples to stop External Affairs and to exclude human from Sparta 4964? It may not mean much to you but that decisions shaped my very life no[t], not in the afterlife.
Hey remember when you wanted me to be an atheist? I tried and it didn't work? That is one hell of a decision Sarah. Should I become an atheist, the whole Alternate Reality Dimension will be discarded. Can you imagine the impact? A whole universe simply vanish overnight!
We are what we think about. Those stories that I told you are alive in my mind. My mind is a consciousness by itself.
Most importantly baby, you gave me an unsurpassed feeling of certainty. Nobody can do that without Unconditional Love. So Sarah, you nailed it. You made me whole again. That's all that I need. To be a man fully functioning.
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