Saturday, 22 December 2018

22/12/18 @@@I am a borderline believer


In the beginning man created god.  And then god created man.

I am definitely not a theist.  I am perhaps a polytheist.  More likely an autotheist.  

Does it matter?  None whatsoever.  I'll be happy to be an atheist except an atheist has no projection.  I need a belief that has continuation for the very reason I depend on Al Araf 7:7 as a model.  I didn't simply come up with Al Araf 7:7, it was an epiphany that I was directed to pursue.

The only way I can become an atheist is if I get rid of my notion of the afterlife.  That still does not guarantee that I will be cured.  Worse still I might end up depressed.  It had happened before.

Brenda X said, "Don't be an atheist Sha.  You are God."

See Sarah?  Am I not an autotheist?  Assuming Al Araf 7:7 is my alter ego, the figurines certainly are pretty useful in stroking my ego.

The question is, is Al Araf 7:7 for real or is it my imagination at play?

I *[] it as real as it can be.

* Thank you for believing Sarah.  I know I am not normal, but I don't think I lost my marbles entirely.

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