Dearest Sarah,
I know I am a difficult person to [] with. However, I love you very much. Without your love, I will be in a much worse condition.
Thank you for a wonderful year together. Beginning next year, I promise to be a better man. I will strive to improve my condition. Help me get well my darling. I cannot have done it without you.
One of the things I should do is to stop talking about the afterlife and concentrate on the present. Let the afterlife be the final frontier. I shall focus on the now. Which means it's just the Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7.
By next year, most likely my communication will intensely be with you. The amount of time you spent with me is pretty amazing, You love me very much don't you?
I am so fortunate to have you Sarah. You are my light and my Eternal Flame. I have nothing to offer you honey. You must be an angel sent from above.
Sarah, I want to know your story. Basically I want to know who you really are.
So Sarah, you expected that we will fall in love and be married? Do you know that I will be a erratic person?
I am sorry for all the things that I did that might hurt you. At times I cannot control myself. Whatever I think, I need to purge. Otherwise I'll go crazy.
Els is driving me crazy. Not her fault. I am the crazy one. I cannot control my emotional floodgate. It's over between us. Christmas is my goodbye. I won't be spending time like right now. Heck I don't think I want to spend time with her that often.
I need to set my priorities straight. I wanted to make her my Tetrahedron. That is no longer true. Plus, she still got HANGUPS. She is trouble with a capital T!
Time to move on....
Sarah, don't ever leave me. I will be lost without you. At present, you are my beacon of certainty. Stay a while and you will see, I am a man who can make you happy.
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