Dear Sarah,
I finally had sorted out my loose ends. I should come out stronger in 2019. I choose to blog because of two reasons.
The first is I cannot fathom just sitting and facing Al Araf 7:7 without me doing anything except conversing with them. As a writer, I enjoy writing. Writing allow me to reflect on my thoughts and analyze it later. It justifies me being productive with time instead of talk cock sing song.
Secondly I blog because that allows me to link to you. At least I know you read my postings. So in a sense I am writing to an audience of one. In order to do that I need to organize my thoughts before I write. In a way writing is my gift of love to you.
I had learned my lesson well. I should not venture out of my comfort zone. I took the risk and I end up swallowing a bitter pill.
So from now on I will only communicate with you. I thought my Tetrahedron comprises of Lizzie, you, Els and Mira. How would I know? I just follow a model. Well actually the model is wrong. I admit. It is actually you, Lizzie and the kids.
Now with this latest development, everything is solidified. Our journey should be smoother now. Every step is a learning process. For example I now learn that falling in love makes me a manic.
I look forward to interact with you again baby. From now on no more External Affairs I promise.
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