So much for capturing wild animals. You are not cut for it.
Women... They can fill your heart with joy or they can smash it to pieces.
In conclusion, if you still have some sense in you, just forget about Els. She is not going to response to you. She is probably scared of you and here you are wanting to own her. You cannot own her. Some birds are not meant to be caged.
On the other hand just do the things that make you happy. She is not a wild bird in the wild, she is a wild bird in the zoo.
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Merry Christmas baby, I like to request for When You Tell Me That You Love Me by West Life. How do you like my Christmas gift. I thought of cheering you up.
Anyway she is not being forthright about it. So I just act dumb.
thank you for the gift :) merry xmas x any christmas song for you? x
See, she is OK...
I like White Christmas by Bing Crosby please
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm You know Else, I appreciate your friendship very much. Not many people can tolerate Bipolar Disorder. When we love we love hard, when we fall we actually fall hard from a building. But I assure you baby I am not malicious. Dopamine surge hon.
It is man's nature to control his environment. I am the same.
i hope u get well soon :) merry christmas
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm So I guess no to first request. How about Simply Having a Wonderful Christmas Time, Paul McCartney?
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm My darling Els, people come and go in your life but the right ones will always stay, Be true to yourself and be happy always. I'll wait for your last song. Chiao...
Consider today a fresh start for me. I can always have a fresh start as long as I give permission to myself to be who I am.
This is the last song:
This is the last song:
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So we are back to status quo. I chase her, she runs away LOL. What's new. So I am now a bird catcher. What a life. I guess she is as real as it gets in this world of illusions.
What is the alternative then? If I don't pursue this, I'll be miserable. I am going against my will.
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