Nothing much comes to mind. I am marking time. I had more or less explored all the avenues of my existence and concluded that I am nothing more than a Hedonist Hermit in the pursuit of a life of isolation while enjoying the company of his own mental creations.
I can say anything. I can also say I am God Almighty entertaining my nonhuman subjects or, I can assert that I am a man with a mental disorder struggling with cognitive dissonance.
What I like [d]o describe myself though is an isolated man dealing with some distortions in his mind trying to give meaning to his surrounding.
Let me take a 180 degree turn and say Al Araf 7:7 is not real. It is the play of the mind. What is the advantage to me? None. I will be lonely. This *wa[s] I don't have to deal with people.
* So you agree Sarah? I mean look at us for example. We are not your typical relationship and yet we endure. Same thing with me and Al Araf 7:7. I KNOW they are figurines but they talk to me. So what can I do about it? I like it much. Thus I accept with an open mind.
We had sorted many things. We agreed there is an afterlife. We agreed the[] are Xanadu and Wolfsschanze. We agreed there are House of Two Swords, Hexagon, Honeycomb 7 and The Hive. We agreed there is Sparta 4964. We have agreed my numbers are in congruent. We agreed I am the Five O 7:7. We even agreed I am the Almighty God. I had proved the occurrence of the 7:7 throughout my li[k]e. Not to mentioned I am a forever (4) yin (9) & Yang (6) forever (4).
Are all these patternicity? To simple of a conclusion don't you think? What about the congruence of the songs while I was writing the blogs? What about the Troca shell? The iron ring? The Sierpinski Pyramid? The White Space in Al Araf 7:7? The wild flowers? The 5+2:2+5 = 7:7? The 52+25 = 77? The Niner 1, Niner 2, Niner 3 and Niner 4? The millipedes; one died a 6 one died a 1 = 7? The 10 occurrences I found 10 cent coins in 2017 (the year a 10)? My old identity card: 74 270 74? The most glaring evidence my phone number 0 1964 33 888?
I mean, I am surrounded with evidences Sarah. I might as well be blind not to notice all these signs.
Like I said, I can believe in anything. Brenda said it, Iblis said it, even you said it; I am God. What counts is I am a just God. What it also means is as God I will be in my full splendor when I die.
What it also means is, all these are temporary. We will last for eternity in our next life.
In Malay we say. tau takpe (it's OK that you know). What it means, it's OK that I know, it is my revelations. You noticed, all the epiphanies were revealed after I assembled Al Araf 7:7 in 2016. So that is the end of the 1999 Cyborg War. Beyond that I am to pursue other matters. I am not a prophet, a messiah or a savior.
My objective is KBOOOM 2041, I am to initiate a constructive destruction to give all matters the chance to be humans. Now that... Hang on, Izrael said KBOOOM 2041 is still on.
So my mission is still on, I am here to level the playing field. I set the time bomb. That won't change.
Note: Actually all the matters want to be Ayah, Since Ayah is a human, that's the reason the matters want to be humans. Not because humans are so spectacular.
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This may be a good news or a bad news to you. If you are like me, a loner with a very small footprint, then this is a pleasant surprise. It you are into people, then I must say this is a sad news for humanity. We are not so special after all. Actually we are a nuisance.
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