I did everything to make her happy and yet I end up being hurt. Now that is a win-lose relationship. A win-lose or lose-win will end up in lose-lose outcome. Better stay away from this situation. It is toxic.
In a way she is a good pretender. Behind the facade, she is just another girl from the Boondocks. Not what I expect at all. In a way after knowing her up close I had somewhat expected it. She has high IQ but low EQ. So I move on. No point getting hurt or trying to hurt her. She is already hurting,
I am not build for this Sarah, I better get out of the way.
This was the last song from her today:
Human
She is not going to change anytime soon.
Well Sarah, my darling Sarah, everything happens for a good reason, If not for what had happened I will still be a doormat.
So Christmas is a season to be jolly. Here is my Christmas song:
I will stick to Yati's advise: Don't waste time.
DO NOT WASTE TIME ON PROBLEM WOMEN, THEY WILL DRAG YOU DOWN!
OK a final tribute to Els Dines, a girl who I offered my big heart but too melancholic to appreciate:
Now even this song [song] is just a past memory:
She was not thinking of me at all. I was being aloof. I better get back to planet earth:
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I really hate this feeling, I will fight it:
That's it. The end of Elspeth Dines.
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