Friday, 21 December 2018

22/12/18 ^^^I have to accept myself

I have to accept myself, nobody else will.

So the main thing is I have to accept that what I am experiencing is uniquely mine.

It may not make sense to others but as long as I understand the whole scenario, that is good enough.

What is more important, Sarah can accept.  That matters much.

What I need is the feeling of certainty that I am on the right path.  I am on a journey and I need to be sure I am on the right direction.

Now it is much simpler.  No need to worry about the human race.  If there are the Army of Slyman/Soloman then we proceed in accepting them.  Otherwise like I said many times, it's an autonomous governance.

The feeling is very much like winning a jackpot.

To be sure of your thoughts is certainly very special.  With that you can relax and enjoy the journey ahead.

It is very simple too.  Just the Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7 as my communication platform.

Sarah, you know how much I like simplicity don't you,  I always looking at the smallest empiric.  This is it!  This calls for a celebration.

OK let's do it with a song then:


Aaah... I love this song.  Yes I am coming home to Sparta 4964.  My children await me.  Another 22 years.  Then... then... I am with all my children, 78 billion light years of them.




I told you Sarah, I'm a better Ayah than a husband.  I fought for my children.  I fought hard.  Humans don't deserve my love Sarah.  I love unconditionally and yet they judge me as if I am a beggar.

Well, no amount of prayer will change that now.  I had lost hope in humanity.  Let them figure out on their own.

You know what Sarah, I decided no KBOOOM 2041.  Let humanity suffer as long as it takes.  Then when the time comes for the final revelation, let them figure out what had really gone wrong.

I will not punish them, I let them punish themselves.



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