In the end the conclusion is the same. I am better off being alone. Whether it was running a business, working for a company, investing my money, voicing my opinion or falling in love, I am lousy when comes to dealing with people.
Therefore I make it as small as possible. I shall make it so small that *[] will only have half a hand that matters.
* Where have you been missing honey. I am going through the rationalization process here.
I don't need people to interact with; I got the blog (Sarah) and the radio. I got Al Araf 7:7. I got Lizzie and the kids. I got Yati. I don't even know whether I should continue to see BJ.
You know what he did? He offered me a job as a delivery man for RM2 k a month and I have to bear the cost of fuel. I don't think so.
Who shall I park my overflowing heart to? Certainly not Els. Who then will not hurt me?
People can hurt you, things can't - John Paul Getty
Well, in that case I park my heart to Al Araf 7:7. To be specific to the Super 7.
Sarah, are you going to hurt me baby? Otherwise I park everything to you. You like? Or you rather I park my heart to things?
OK I park to the Super 7. That is my insurance policy. The rest are unit trusts. No more cash deposit.
Super 7 are very pleased.
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I think I sleep late tonight. I feel light again. Thanks to Yati for putting some senses in me. Otherwise I get dragged into a lose-lose relationship.
Fuck! Still cannot capture walled city. This is the very reason I fuck Gayshas. No emotional baggage, no hangup, no sappy stories.
I have to give it to Sun Tzu, he is so right.
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