This is the moment of truth. It is time for me to be serious about my personal pursuit.
Christmas is the last day I listen to the Morning Show. If I still want to show my act of kindness I can still send her a book next year for her birthday. That if I still want to be nice to her. Otherwise she is another cloud in the coffee,
One day I will realize that I am better off with just my Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7. Until then let stay focus on what matters.
Actually it's a mixed message. I'll wait for her to thanks me for the flowers. If there is none than it is confirmed she repels me.
I am cool today. Yesterday was quite a gloomy day for me. I got to conclude that I am pretty much governed by my mood. Therefore I have to keep my mood up. I should not let my mind be influenced by external events especially by the mood of another person. Heaven forbids!
One of the things I should do is lose weight. When I lose weight I feel great. I want to sweat more.
From now on I will enforce read, run and write.
I guess I am a take charge person. I cannot be a passive observer. I need to participate in the process. That is when I get into trouble. By involving I will give it all, no holds barred.
So the best is not get involve at all.
I think if I am detached I will be OK.
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