29/12/18 The thin line between genius and insane

It is obvious as daylight that the moment I exclude myself from External Affairs,  nothing that I say matters at all.  They might as well be considered as fiction for all I care because they only matters to me only, not the rest of the human population.

I no longer have to convince others to believe in my stories.  These entries are only for my record,  They are meant for me to believe.  What if even I don't believe?  Then the whole thing is false.

Why would I write something false for me to believe?  It doesn't make sense.  That is self-deception.

The most important thing is do I believe in Al Araf 7:7?  Of course I do.  Otherwise I wouldn't named it as such.  Why is that name?  Because of what the verse represents AND because I am the Five O 7:7.

We went through this Sarah.  In addition, Al Araf 7:7 was a 3 years project that I pursued relentlessly while playing it like a chess game. It is a revelation of its own.

Even if nothing else matters, Al Araf 7:7 will still influence my thoughts.  The relationship is unique.

Is that right Izrael?

"That is right Sha, don't worry about what other people say," he said.

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So that settles it.  That settles all the other matters as well.  They are all true.  The only proof is in 2041.  I[s] KBOOOM 2.0 for real.  Until then I shall live my life as if everything counts and nothing matters.

I had shaped my paradigm and no[t] I am to live within the paradigm until the time comes.

Of all the things I identified, the 2 most important things are:

• To exercise morning and afternoon
• To eat 16/8 LCHF

You know Sarah, the best that comes out from all these conundrum is our relationship.  At least I have you as my human contact.  So it's not that bad.

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