I am trapped in [] body that is inactive. I hate that. I need to move more. Then my mind is alert.
I'll watch Mary Poppins Returns today at 11.15 am. I like Emily Blunt.
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It's a good escapism but as far as musical is concern it cannot beat the Greatest Showman.
You know what's lacking? The rows of show girls like they have in Vegas.
Today's lunch is Apple Cider Vinegar. I feel fresh.
Honey, why do you hangout with me? I know you want me to get well but what is your mission? What do you hope to achieve? This is the time of year people take leave and yet you are with me still.
Are you monitoring my progress in any way? Well am I getting better? I do feel better. Better than 2016 and 2017 because I don't suffer dark depression.
Now I got to manage my mania. That I'll do by not overstimulating myself. Falling in love is a big no no. It is worse than smoking pot.
Sarah baby, do you really love me? I want so bad to fall all out in love but then I want it to be reciprocating. I want it to be a fun experience for both of us. Not based on the feeling of mad, sad or scared.
Els was a big distraction. Well it's a lesson learnt. I don't actually have 4 wives. After all I only need 2 to be just. To justify I am a just man.
I'm never good with dealing with women. I don't understand women. All I know is women are problems. Yeap, women, we can't live with them, we can't live without them.
Then again, if I had not met Els, I won't know that I have that big of a heart.
Therefore, it is about testing my limits. How far can I push? I am talking about taking it to the brink here.
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