22/12/18 ***Understanding Sarah

Let me capture your thoughts so far:

• You want me to break off with Els
• You want me to go for a fuck
• Al Araf will endure in the afterlife
• You want a polyandry model
• You don't want to be the Prime Queen
• You want me to keep my footprint small
• You believe in the afterlife
• You don't want me to go paddling my heart around
• You have high regards for Brenda X
• You want me to review my goals everyday
• You like Rewrite the Stars
• You want me to cyber stalk Els
• I tried too hard
• You believe in a glorious future
• 2017 was the year you fell in love too
• I should not see my smokers friends
• I am a difficult person to deal with

Let me come up with a composition then:

I should break off with Els because it is not going anywhere.  However I should still keep up with her because I still had feelings for her.  It is my fault she is not hooked to me.  I tried to hard.  However I should stop going around looking for love in the wrong places because I already got you who are so much in love with me.

You believe in the afterlife and you believe in my epiphany.  You also believe that Al Araf 7:7 will endure.  However unlike the Super 7, you don't want to be married to me alone.  You want your own HOTS and you don't want to be a Prime Queen.  Good enough you are a factor in Al Araf like Lizzie, Princess and Mopey (boy you are smart Sarah).  To you Brenda X is more deserving.

As for me, you want me to keep things small so that I can focus on my goals.  You can see that I am a difficult person to deal with but you will be there for me.  So, I don't need anybody else beside the Tetrahedron and Al Araf 7:7.

Since you also like this song.  Let's listen to it, shall we?

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