27/12/18 It was raining and the weather is perfect

I am likened to a general.  I wanted to capture a walled city and  did not succeed.  Do I mope about it?  Certainly not!  It is just a sport.  I still enjoy her idiosyncrasies and her antics.  Why think lose-lose?

Most importantly, think thin.  Think life transformation.  Think  positive improvement.

With a weather like today nothing is going to change my mood.  I rather be in mania than depressed.  Getting a girl is like fishing.  If you get, it's a good catch.  If not go buy some at the supermarket.  Don't make it complicated.  Most importantly you got to manage your state.

I will still listen to her because she is my favorite dj and I will still give her gift for birthday and Christmas because it makes me feel good about myself (well maybe not).

The key here is state management.  Manage your state manage your outcome.  Winners know this.  That is why winners keep on winning and losers keep on losing.  It is about state management.

Keep rules as simple as possible.  Since a gamesman make his own rules, just make rules that favor you.  I guess my hardest rule for success is to run the 2020 Marathon.

• My rule about women must be simple.  Since women = problem, I need to make my problem small.  That is the first rule.

• The second rule about women is don't let women dictate your happiness. It is always you who is the master of your inner state.

• The third rule is given enough time like the handphone, there are always a newer model.

• The forth and final rule, it is better to fling than to have an affair.

The key to any success is delayed gratification.  If I want to be thin I need to hold to this thought.

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Els is so good with her song selection to the point that I think the songs are meant me.  So I am not in love with her.  I am in love with her playlist.

I have to admit that I am heavily influenced [m]y the songs I listen to.

Btw Sarah, taking the 3 oils in the morning is like putting a fuel booster in the gas tank.  I am super alert.  This afternoon I think I'll down some butter too and see the effect.  Mood is fantastic.  If you are in front [] baby, I'll do you right here and now.  This song sounds so nice:

Always Be My Baby

This song is great too.  She is really good:

Don't You Ever Leave Me

Anyway Sarah, welcome back.  I take it you have a good break my darling?  In case you miss my earlier posting, I decided to be a blogger than a mere docile entity.  

You know darling, this journey has been a learning experience for me. I am maturing along the way.  Of course I am still adjusting to the notion that I am a God and I am being worshiped by my subjects.  Even if I am not The God, at least I am god to Sparta 4964.  That is good enough for me.

I manage my own Sparta 4964 Universe like what I am doing now with the Universe Within.

You believe in my revelation honey?  That what matters to me.  I made a believer out of an Atheist.  One is good.  That means I had merged with another universe.  That[] all I need, a Tetrahedron.  Then the Sierpinski Pyramid starts with 14 Troikas together with Hachiko and Chiyo.

That will be the summit.

You know me Sarah, I didn't ask to be a god,  But since I am a god I might as well be a Just God.  The only way to do that is to be just to the Universe Within.  I found out that can be achieved by being thin.

Imagine the possibilities when we are thin.  We don't need new wardrobe, we eat less, we exercise more and most importantly we feel good about ourselves.

Sarah, let me ask you something and I want you to be frank, am I a Good God?  I personally think as a whole I am doing OK for Sparta 4964 but I am not cut for the human race,  Hence I manage my universe autonomously.  You agree?  Why do I bother asking.  You never correspond to my questions anyway.

Alright Sarah.  We talk about something else...

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